This is my friend Ricky. He is working late again and funnily enough so am I. Today was characterized by rookie mistakes, as I was extremely tired. We also had a reflections meeting this morning. Which is basically where we reflect on how much we hate our jobs and whine about things that will never change. I am very good at this.
So good that last Thursday I quit my job on a whim. I don’t have another job to go to, or any real plan in place, other than spending more time on art and less time stressing about things that mean nothing to me. Most people in my life have expressed that this is a bad choice. They then continue with the standard lecture about how I need to face reality. Let me say, they are probably right. Thats fine, but I have decided that I will let reality catch up with me and deal with the consequences then. The only hick-up was that while quitting my boss told me that he would like to keep me on and that he was willing to reconsider the type of work I do, etc etc etc (it would take to long to explain). Anyway he is supposed to get back to me with a proposal as to whether any of this could happen, but at this point I am still awaiting my fate. Either way, I’m 100% sure what I want, so this all just adds to the confusion.
So back to the meeting. Because of, all of the above, I tried to pull back in the meeting and not bitch and moan. It didn’t really work that well. However I did come out with this.
He has a heavy head, and so do I.
Notice my lack of posture and enthusiasm…
I think I tell my end of the story quite accurately.